You know, sometimes I feel it is a bit ridiculous how structured I feel my life must be. For instance, right now I feel like my life is complete chaos. I think this is because I don't really have much stability, if you will. I mean, I have a stable (for the most part) job, but other than that, nothing is very certain. My future is not planned AT. ALL.
Let me just give you a couple of examples of how structured and planned my life actually is. Every day I wake up and turn on my iPod and it MUST play "Lucy in the Sky with Diamonds". When I am on my way to work I listen to music on my phone until I get off Highway 82 to go to work and then I turn in to a CD. Every Monday, Wednesday, and Friday on my way home to work when I turn right onto Highway 12 I call my Dad. None of this EVER changes. If my Dad doesn't answer or if my phone isn't cooperating or whatever I freak out.
Why is this? Why do I feel the need to have such strict structure and schedule? When I really think about it, it blows my mind.
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